射手座（11.22—12.21）

　　射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她 眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的， 如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。

　　她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她 只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎 样回报别人对她的爱， 如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。

　　她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛， 也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来， 她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。　　　　她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做 她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事， 她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。

　　她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。 她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来， 她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让 你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。 她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静， 她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来， 从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。千万别让她失望。因为她学 不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美， 但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所 看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离 开。她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时， 千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切 都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自 主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁。她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时， 喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。　

　　在她的世界里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的 天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地 释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。　

　　她心里的，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

12星座性格大素描~

长不大的小孩——白羊座

他就像一个猎人，一旦瞄准猎物便会毫不犹豫的冲上去，而且他可是胸有成竹！白羊座的人极为热情、爱挑战、 爱刺激，可惜耐性不足，不能对他做出任何的考验，他只接受明战，可受不了暗斗！

标准型靠得住——金牛座

大多数金牛座都会有一双炯炯有神、发亮的圆眼睛，和一付有时有点扭的牛脾气，有点固执、有点小气，但他绝 对是善于积蓄财富的，他会喜欢音 乐、艺术以及任何美的事物，在他的世界中，最美的境界是默默传情，以无声胜有声。

我变、我变、我变变变——双子座

有点难缠，有点善变，有点“八 卦”，又有点博学多闻。面对一个不安定的人，他想：“除非我有宽如大西洋的常识，坚定如长城的信心……”想要在众多人群中辨识出他的最好方法就是 在人群中不断挥双手、嘴巴吱吱喳喳，眼睛又四处流动的那个灵活小子，就是啦！

月亮的小孩——巨蟹座

像孩子般的可 爱，任性、爱哭……有张圆嘟嘟的脸蛋，一下就读懂别人心心思的眼睛，总想要紧紧的抱着你，共数天上的星辰，偏偏他是如此的害羞、爱闹情绪，又时而 手舞足蹈、变化多端表情的和你说说笑笑，当他爱上你时，他可能只是每天打电话给你，和你说着不着边际的话，却从不约你出去……。

阳光之子——狮子座

他有卷卷的毛发，长长的爪子，看起来温和善良而且光芒万丈，所以，他想，应该尊敬他一点……。狮子座的人 总是在不经意之间流露出王者风范的气质，并且希望所有的目光都集中到他身上，然而事实也是如此，有谁不喜欢阳光的温暖呢？

随时都在反省与思索——处女座

处女座的人都有一双很认真执着的眼睛，还有一副批评，研究的表情，不太爱笑，也不太热情，谦虚为怀，严以 律己，光看外表，是那种身上找不到一丁头皮屑的零缺点人 物，但他的烦恼有一箩筐，挑剔的工夫更是一流！

爱耍赖的理想家——天秤座

他不见得天生丽质，美艳绝伦或风流潇洒，但他必然有着迷人的笑靥，天生的群众魅力与与众不同的品味与特 质、天秤座的人注重打扮，所以他们往往不显老，总是以品味与气质掩饰渐渐流逝的时光。

性 感的复仇者——天蝎座

深邃的眼眸、潜伏着火热热的热情，性感的姿态，以一股难以抗的磁性魅力紧紧将你箝住。在蝎子的心里，那股 蠢蠢欲动的岩浆，仅管他们不住的按捺、压抑，但凭你的本能，仍能强烈的感觉到那随时可能爆发的时刻。

自由流浪者——射手座

射手座的人，大都很崇拜三毛，那种撒哈拉沙漠的日子，射手座热爱活动，老往人群多的地方钻，还是一个幽默 风趣的调 情圣手！他最爱把旅游新 鲜事挂在嘴边，因为他最喜欢把欢乐传受给每个人了！有他在场，绝不冷场！

反权威，又自以为权威——摩羯座

就像角落里安静的蜘蛛，永远在角落静静的埋伏，它不用追捕那些飞蛾昆虫，而那些昆虫却会自投罗网，在任何 能够进步开展的地方，你都可以找到他；在可以推展胸中大志的场合，你也可以找到他。他就像蜜蜂，最关心工作，除了工作，还是工作。

冷井情深——水瓶座

无论服 装打扮或是言行举止，他都和大家不太一样，好像有点怪怪的，但偏偏又和大家相处得极为融洽，可以畅谈东南西北、上天下地、无奇不有，但除此，他绝 口不提感情世界，甚至，他不愿意让人知道，他也是有感情的，独立的人格，重视你脑袋装了什么的好奇宝 宝。

多情种子——双鱼座

双鱼座的人，不论男女都拥有一双深邃如水的眼睛，(不用大眼睛就足以令你沦陷)眼中不时流露出忧郁的眼 神，让你不由自主的迷失而无法自救，浪漫得无可救药的他，一旦伤心起来，眼泪是不可抑止的，更糟的是，他极可能沉沦在某种麻醉品中，直到下一个情人出现救他走出泥沼……

矛盾

sometimes feel myself 交友广阔

but on the other hand..

sometimes feel myself only always go friend with the few of them..

mayB is cux not so really geng n talking bahhh..

knw wad?

very very 矛盾的

交友广阔 ≠ 可以讲话的朋友多

爱讲话 ≠ 会讲话

haix..

Thursday 18 Feb

Thursday 18 Feb

huhuuu~~

finally..

the visiting was done..

luckily it on..

hahaaaa..

morning alarm 9.45am rang le..

but until 11am only seriously i awake..

lolx..

cux still tired marrr..

then kena shock le..

fast fast bathe lo..

then..

when sedang wear shirt..

heard 2 buses 经过

then.. wahhh fast fast lorrr..

cux 11.15am le..

then..

when i wan go downstair le..

wei qin called

again..

bus over..11.25am

nvm larrr..

just as normal lorr..

need to go by bus..

cux mom n dad go bukit tinggi le marr

then kor cant drive motor..

hahaaa

i also wont let him larr

then go wait bus..

bout 5-10mins bahh

bus come at 11.50am

lolx..

hahaaa

then reach the busstop at T-juntion at 12

so i faster walk lorr..

12.10 then reach yak chee 3rd gate le..

i walk the small road..

whr sometimes(last time) mom pick me up at behind thrr..

wahhh.. that road quite long D..

lolx..

(cux gt bit bit not sure which road marr)

but.. orh.. is the last line...

then walk to the 3rd gate lorr..

at thr.. i wait for wei qin..

wait for few minutes le..

then i go elaine's hse thr..

no car..

think her whole family not in bahh

then i go back 3rd gate thr..

bout 12.12pm le..

then i thought wei qin mayB call hui min le n knw the place..

so i think think..

okay larr.. wait until 12.15pm

if wei qin still not thr.. then i go le..

wahh

so sharp! wei qin 12.15pm reach..

hahaaa

then..

we walk to jia ern's hse..

the wei qin hor.. still donwan 罢休

still keep asking bout how vivien say to me yesterday..

haaa..

reach jia ern's hse..

at outside.. 'ding--- dong---'

hahaa..

open door le.. i scare scare to go in at 1st..

so i wan wei qin go in 1st..

but then he also donwan go..

haix..

nvm larr..

then i go in lorr..

waliao..

just go in then saw a DOG !

arhhh!!

help!

okay.. nvm..

jia ern say will keep it in cage..

who knws? her brother go n take it out..

omg! the time in her hse is keep running away from the dog..

cux sometimes her brother purposely go n take the dog near me..

then.. bout 12.30pm we left jia ern's he..

then come my hse..

ehh? dad n mom reach home le..

okay lor..

mom give ang pao..

we chit chat at dining room..

cux living hall din hav table marr

wahh.. 天南地北谈到完

lolx..

no so 夸张 larr..

many things we chat then correct liao..

hahaaa..

then..

bout 1.30pm like that bahh

left my hse..

go to next destination

hmm.. IOI

hahaaa

actually wanna go wei qin's hse 1st..

then at last donknw deal by wad.. go IOI 1st

haaa

go thr..

so stupid D things we had done twice

lolx..

that is..

queue for the cinema ticket

lolx

not that queueing..

is..

we queue 3 times

3 times..! u knw?

at 1st..

they saw cikgu chong..

then they go run out of the queue n find him..

then luckily.. i more intelligent(that moment) i still stand in the queue..

then..

suddenly from back i heard they call me..

then me very blurr D go out of the queue o..

haix..

then when they say.. i also blurr..

i thought they call me donknw wad for..

2nd time..

after some discussion.. go n queue for 2nd time..

then.. donknw why.. still cant get a conclusion for watching wad movie..

then go out of the queue again..

then we go the board thr n c wad movie is available

again..

finally..

we queue up 2gether(after cikgu chong go in watch his movie)

n the lasting queue..

lolx..

we get our tickets..

wahh..

student price rm6

i think normally rm7 or rm8 bahh

good..

at least gt less price le..

2.30pm then we walk in le..

as the 3 times queue..,

wei qin said wanna sign behind the ticket D..

n so kiu jia ern gt bring pen..

lolx..

but at last he didn't sign..

hahaaa

as jia ern said..

our box is 3 n is on the upstairs

in new wing thr..

lolx..

newer 座

n the 距离 also more wider

hahaa

from 2.40pm to 4.39pm

lolx..

1 hour 59min

movie: Percy Jackson n the Lightning Thief

after that..

when come out my 脖子 very very pain o..

cux donknw why the head lying thr gt bit uncomfortable..

so bit bit pain lorr

quite nice actually..

nicer than 2012 lorr

cux the movie plot quite nice..

wont like keep telling story like that lorr

is quite have surprize larr..

after that..

go Popular..

cux jia ern need to help his brother to buy something..

then we go away from IOI le..

we decided to go 炮兵 to have some ice..

lolx

walk thr..

quite.. no so far..

lolx..

total after discount bahh..

rm 13.xx

hahaa

but actually each of our ice is rm4.90

me n jia ern order snow ice..( lychee, choco )

wei qin order ice cake(mango)

after 享受， we continue our journey to wei qin's hse..

wahh..

i donknw that that is quite far..

to walk from bayan to kasawari..

omg..

nvm..

one thing is..

when just pass bayan's guard hse..

it rains!

wahh

then i fast fast take out my umbrella

we share

handy umbrella is not big enuf..

as u knw..

so.. i think wei qin kena quite a lot of rain..

/----------------\

| .me,jia ern. |

| ...wei qin... |

\----------------/

as shown ^ wei qin is behind both me n jia ern

he is the one who take the unbrella..

then we walk walk slowly slowly..

the journey is just LONG

haaa..

anyway.. it's a good memory

when reach kasawari's guard hse..

wei qin's father pass by..

so he sent us in..

wahh

actually if is walk..

is quite inside..

huu~

thx his father passed by

lolx..

cux my left foot D behind part alread kena 磨损 by my new shoe..

so when walk also gt bit bit pain..

reach wei qin's hse..

hahaaa..

sit at living hall

play poker n blackjack

lolx

after awhile..

then we go his room n use laptop..

just bout 5-10mins

jia ern's mom called

need to back home le..

okay..

then wei qin exchange 条件 with his mom..

he help his mom to fold shirt..

n his mom sent us to IOI busstop..

thx him lorr..

托他的福我们不用走路去 IOI busstop

then we cross the bridge n go ioi inside..

actually we wanna at outside busstop only D

but thr no place to sit..

n also many taxi driver thr..

haix..

donwan la.. so we go inside ioi

suddenly jia ern reminded by something to help her friend to by the DiGi reload

go we walk from new wing to old wing

n just then she bought the reload..

her mom called

so we walk back new wing again..

then her mom send me home..

thx her also..

finally..

conclusion..

the day trip is quite nice n fun n memorable..

lolx..

2010

Skul reopen for 3 weeks le..

1st n 2nd week din hav many homework..

but last week(3rd week) more homework le..

3 languages also hane to write essay..

haix..

BC

BM

BI

aiyoyoooo...

stresssss lea...

but wad can i say is...

luckily i m in B class..

( for those who cares for me )

cux homework less..

n.. teacher give more explaination on text..

then i can more understand lorrr...

mayB dis year is really a test for me..

some of the gang's members in my class..

so it is quite 挑战性 lorr...

n also.. it is a try for me to communication with them..

n those who not in A class..

i think the communications are really not same at all..